lolz...i now damn bloody guai lan...and angry with myself for saying such hurtful words to jeslinda...arh!!!i did a damn kns mistake loh!=(is like i go tell jeslinda that i dun ever care about what she gonna do to herself loh.i go say to her,"what can you do to me?!call vinnette?tell debbie?cut yourself or wanna cry again?i dun care at all loh.you use pen knife or scissors cut yourself i also dun care you can?!you need chopper?i have a very sharp chopper at home lei!you need it or not?i can lend you lei!"i so sad and i regretted saying that to jeslinda...i dun care if she feel hurt or not but all i know is that i am too much...aiya...so du lan now loh...how toy solve this problem???and i suddenly find myself so childish for something i said...i go tell debbie to tell jeslinda that i dun wanna be friend with her...its like what the fuck lah...like that also can arh???i super childish lah!say all this stupid things to hurt her...bloodly angry with myself...i dun ever know how am i gonna have my bloodly shitty literture essay test!somemore same paper as express.why zhong hua standard so high?N.A also study so hard...but its good...at least i can know more...thats what i am grateful for...jeslinda so sorry that i hurt you if i did...i wasnt on purpose just that i was really angry with you that you say you wanted to cut yourself again.its not that i dun care its just that i really dunno what to say to stop you...=(if i could stop you i wont have said that le...i am really sorry about it if i really hurt you...coz i just realised the grave mistake i made...its the bigggest mistake that i have ever made,to you.i shouldnt have shout at you or neither should i have tell you to cut yourself...really...if you dun forgive me,it doesnt matter,just that i wanna tell you be happy must eat your lunch or dinner k?dun skip it anymore....later like kast time you stomach ache...and you really look cuter with your hair band on...keke...remember it okay?tsk tsk...today long preformed during recess.he played and sing with his guitor...he was great...yeah...hmm...it should be...at least to me...emm...tml studying with debbie at a cafe...then watch movie on monday after mt=y shooting trianing tuesday F&C wednesday range training again...thursday nothing on and friday!!!council camp...till saturday...so packed...sob...=(aiyo...jeslinda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she is the main issue now...she is my saddest part of my life...now...=(sorry!!!!!!!!!!forgive me ba...
Thursday, March 6, 2008
{ 'hiax...so tired...' }
lolz...i now damn bloody guai lan...and angry with myself for saying such hurtful words to jeslinda...arh!!!i did a damn kns mistake loh!=(is like i go tell jeslinda that i dun ever care about what she gonna do to herself loh.i go say to her,"what can you do to me?!call vinnette?tell debbie?cut yourself or wanna cry again?i dun care at all loh.you use pen knife or scissors cut yourself i also dun care you can?!you need chopper?i have a very sharp chopper at home lei!you need it or not?i can lend you lei!"i so sad and i regretted saying that to jeslinda...i dun care if she feel hurt or not but all i know is that i am too much...aiya...so du lan now loh...how toy solve this problem???and i suddenly find myself so childish for something i said...i go tell debbie to tell jeslinda that i dun wanna be friend with her...its like what the fuck lah...like that also can arh???i super childish lah!say all this stupid things to hurt her...bloodly angry with myself...i dun ever know how am i gonna have my bloodly shitty literture essay test!somemore same paper as express.why zhong hua standard so high?N.A also study so hard...but its good...at least i can know more...thats what i am grateful for...jeslinda so sorry that i hurt you if i did...i wasnt on purpose just that i was really angry with you that you say you wanted to cut yourself again.its not that i dun care its just that i really dunno what to say to stop you...=(if i could stop you i wont have said that le...i am really sorry about it if i really hurt you...coz i just realised the grave mistake i made...its the bigggest mistake that i have ever made,to you.i shouldnt have shout at you or neither should i have tell you to cut yourself...really...if you dun forgive me,it doesnt matter,just that i wanna tell you be happy must eat your lunch or dinner k?dun skip it anymore....later like kast time you stomach ache...and you really look cuter with your hair band on...keke...remember it okay?tsk tsk...today long preformed during recess.he played and sing with his guitor...he was great...yeah...hmm...it should be...at least to me...emm...tml studying with debbie at a cafe...then watch movie on monday after mt=y shooting trianing tuesday F&C wednesday range training again...thursday nothing on and friday!!!council camp...till saturday...so packed...sob...=(aiyo...jeslinda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!she is the main issue now...she is my saddest part of my life...now...=(sorry!!!!!!!!!!forgive me ba...
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