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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
{'now feeling so sad...but glad that i live in singapore.' }


haix...just went to erlin's blog.my tutor.blablabla.by a chance i saw her name at mandy's blog so i decided to visit it.and i got to read her post that she posted a few weeks ago.it was about the earthquake.lalala.reminds me about those horrible days that i had being through.like i said,i was really sad and scared about the earthquake till i didnt manage to get any sleep every night.the place that really make me feel safe is school.coz its in the morning and my friends are surrounding me.haix...althought now the earthquake have being like over for dunno how many days or weeks le.but the feeling is still not gone yet.i am gald that i am a singaporean.really.my father and i was watching the news on the t.v and it was about the earthquake.he suddenly turn to me and asked,"if you were those homeless kids and your lose all of us,including your friends,what will you do?and remember,you are alone."seriously i felt like crying at that point of time.coz this was quite sudden.if,this happened to me,maybe i will collasp,wouldn't i?but of coz,this was not my answer.i told him this,'maybe for the rest of my friends,or any other ones that are the same age as me might collasp and feel helpless,but i think i will continued to live on and not disaappoint you all.if i could,i would rather provide my love towards the rest of the younger kids that need love and help more than i need.becoz you all will forever be alive in my heart.'my father just smiled at me.and all he said was,'my girl is mature.'
this question was always in my mind.i wanted to ask yu xuan about it.but i dun feel like bothering anyone about this.i believe they will feel as sad as me ba?will they?except for ling en that heartless man.arhhhhhhh...feel like shouting out loud.shouting out how much do i miss my childhood,when i was immature.seriously,is it my fault to have mature thinking?think too much is bad for health.i believe if this happens in singapore(touchwood),singaporeans would not be able to face it like how the china people did.coz singapore is safe.always.now even mr lim also tell my father that my thinking is mature.he said that my thinking is far too much away from the rest of my age groups.hmm...is this suppose to be good,or bad?like he said,i think and look at things differently.so does that means i am crazy?nah...thinking too much again...nevermindit.

then yesterday night,my dad came in my room and woke me up.he asked me why i haven go to sleep.i was like,'huh?'i was sleeping!today morning he explained to me.he said becoz he heard me singing yesterday.but i wasnt.this was when i realised i sleep talk.in fact,its sleep sing.haha,somemore at that time he was watching horror show in the middle of the night when suddenly got blackout.then he heard me singing.oh my...can you ever image it?ewww...so scary...i wanna go watch kongfu panda and lots of show.maybe getting melanie,mandy,wan jung etc.but not going get ling en or yu xuan.never let them go out together.coz now i see tanyuxuan and hulingen i will feel like puking so terribly for no good reason.just feel abit disgusted.ohhya.still got my daughter.get xiao ting along also.haha.

i love my emo friends.2.40pm

Monday, May 26, 2008
{'roar...i am here...i am so mad now...hyper' }


hey hey,iam here~i am at juliana house now.going to boring shooting later...-.- so xian...dun wanna go!!!so xian...is like shooting why set the time in the middle of the day?got brain or not?this type of timing...morning cannot go out,night also cannot go out.wanna play with friends also cannot...roarrrrrrr!!!!!so angry...today got extra lessons...call pace.lol.maths still got test loh.so hard.didnt finish the paper.just realised that i fall in love with ultraman le.haha.coz keep making fun of yu xuan,so in the end i fell in love with it.but soon i think i will lost interest in it le.maybe i will fall in love with hello kitty the next time.dunno what else to say.Shakespeare says,"To be or not to be,thats a question."so,decide things carefully okay?coz today one of my friend(not gonna reveal her name) told me that she is scare and confuse of something.i have being wondering how come she always dun talk to her stead about her fear.i am gald that she trust me though.yeah..and is like she worry so much also no use.god gave us life,not our choice to choose to contiune to live on or not.life cannot be predicted you see.if it can,it would not be named as life.okay.i just changed blogskin.haha.its like so cool you know...=)emo banners...wahaha...must thank sze ping for helping me and juliana for letting me use her computer.didnt went for shooting.slight 'fever'.whatever...feel like talking to yu xuan now.feelso emo...later go cut myself again.haha.=)ya loh.gonna rot alone and be emo le.cya.


i love my emo friends.2.31pm

{'i wanna let him know i like him.' }


hey,today got oral.easy.piece of 'bread'.=)haha.yesterday was 6h'07 gathering.marcus went with me.but he went later.i went there with shermeen and janine in shermeen's father car.not many ppl went.but it was still very fun.coz janine is there!arh.my best friend you see.sooo long never talk to her liao.so long never go out with her le.=(feel so bad about it.she doesnt seem to enjoy her secondary school life as much as i do.feel so bad towards her.haix.saddened.i hope that her classmates can treat her better lah.is like she so lonely and no friend like that.)'; wah wah...poor janine...its okay.you still have me.=)yeah..holidays just dropped from sky.started not long ago.wasnt very happy about holidays nowadays.coz i still have shooting and classes.xian...soooooo wanna quit shooting lah.always set it at the wrong time.trying to kill us with it ba?so super weird lah.set it in the middle of the day...somemore today got oral...everyday also have shooting.i totally dun wanna go at all loh...i wanna startbook writing le.so feel like writing all my feelings out.i guess soon i will write english love stories on my blog too.=)kay lah.my mum screaming like mad le.so,take cares.tata.love my friends so much.


Thursday, May 22, 2008
{'interclass game is really cool.but...=(' }


today is service learning day.1E1 sold candy,1E2 sold cream puffs,1E3 sold tibits,1E4 sold sweets and provide photo taking,1E5 sold ice pops,1E6 do haunted house and 1N1 sold items from house of rabbits,our home-made ice-cream sticks and game stalls.everything was well done.tried to cover over 1E4 voices.lols...this post takes me super long lah.diao.hiax...talking to alferd just now.lol.he did something wrong with see hao.but its okay as long as he stay positive and he know that he is sorry.i am talking to yu xuan now...so nice...she is like so nice lah...wahaha...alferd is the first guy i tell him so many things about our relationship lah...cool ba?i love someone...but he dun love me...haix..nvm.class gathering coming le...he use to ask me to ask him pei me go for gathering...lol.hows?i dun think i have the guts to ask him to accompany me loh...very late le...i next time then post kay?=)i love you...imagining you and i sitting on the beach watching the sun sets down...i really love you alot...do you?)'=


Wednesday, May 21, 2008
{'so long never post le...alot things happened...' }


hey babies,i am back.i have not being posting for a long long time.haix...alot of things happened.BAD THINGS.first,my results.second,the china sichuan earthquake.seriously the earthquake freak me out.i was so scared that i didn't dare to sleep at all at night.okay...you can say that i am a humji baby,but...i am borned with this type of weird feelings.i talked to my dad about it.he said that i have mature thinking.never ever say that i am bhb.coz this is true.i was very sad and my mood was badly affected.of cause,is not that i come ments.-.- i forgotten when was it but i only remember it was a saturday night.i really feel very terrible and i told yu xuan how i feel.she was really nice and kind enough.she called me and consoled me alot.i told her that i wanna seek for councilling in school and she was soooo nice that she offered to accompany me.=") really touched you see...ever since i was borned,i had not being so touched by my friends at all.not even a single one who can make me feel touch and cried so badly for.try to know yu xuan more and you will be able to know that she is so cool.she was the first person that did not say that i am mad and crazy about how i felt about the earthquake.i had lots of sleepness night and i have not being having a proper meal at all.all i do was cry cry and cry.i didnt kow what else to do.really needed a hug tightly from yu xuan.need supports.i totally dislike night now.haix...saddened...i realised now that,i dragged myself behind just to wait for my friends to catch up with my mature thinking towards something.its very wrong for me to do so.nowadays,school,temples,shooping centres,clinics etc. have being trying to raise fund for the china earthquake.i went to the temple last monday and i donated $2.i know its nothing to most of you but i believe,what matters the most that i want to help the needs.today school showed us a video clip about the earthgquake and wanted us to donate some money.i donated another $2.50.yu xuan too.i witnessed zhing hua's spirit today.seriously,i was smiling at the side of the hall whie i am doing my council duty at the same time as i was very happy that at least,zhonghuarians still have some love towards the poor.some donated $10 while some donated 50cents.it doesnt matter as long as they are trying to help am i right?=)some cried while watching the video as it was really sad.the donation will be used in builting more school for the students.althought lots of teachers might no longer be with them anymore,but education is still important.smile darlings,smile.start everything again fresh and well.we will be giving you all moral supports.=)

okay.back to normal life.=)my results suck.but my parents believe that i will be able to do more than what i can now.1N1 is not a bad class anyway.i know as long as we study hard,no one would be able to look down at all.service learning day is tml.1N1 have being working hard these few days.good to see them working so unitedly.=)good job N1!keep up the good work!helped yu xuan do her spider web outside the CD shelter just now in the evening.then huiming came and tell us dun need le.lols.don from 2N1 stared to scare the E6s downstairs for no good reasons.yao le was really angry and she slammed the door shut.yao le,i am sorry for what benjamin had done,but don is none of our business.he doesnt belong to our class at all.dun have to care about him.promised E6s that i wll get ppl to support them.i should get council ppl there.tml yangzheng students coming zhonghua.then got interclass game and shooting.i dun think i would be attending shooting.its so unfair of mr heng to disallow all shooting girls from joining interclass game.nevermindit.hope that tml we will do well and mr lee would get us some "good stuff" back.haha.dun be so dirty-minded.i know what you are thinking.by the way,yu xuan say that i have super natural powers.coz i can understand what she is thinking and i can read her mind~in fact,i can read anyone's mind.but provided i know you well.=)okay.going out for dinner.mucks.i love you all.smile always.=)


Saturday, May 10, 2008
{'emm...haix.xian.happy mothers day.' }


hihi...i am here again.my life is not getting any better.exams exams exams.althought we had finished all the papers le,but we still have to face our results.which i dun think i will achieve high marks.but its okay.i have to learn from my mistakes,to grow.yesterday i was talking to yu xuan.i tricked her so badly.i kept pretending as thought i am very sad coz of belinda,which i am not.i pretend to cry once she say belinda's name.haha!!!=)but i think she knows that i was only kidding lah.i cried loudly as though i am mad.but if i really cry,it also would not be for belinda.coz i am not a lesbian.-.-now there are a few question in my mind.
if one day(touchwood),i die in an accident in front of school,at the zebra crossing,and you manage to witness the whole process of me dying,what wil your first reaction be?
this is a silly question i guess.but before you answer this question,please touch wood and pray for me hardly that this would not happen to me and you.=)now i thought of my sec question le.
if one day,i say that i fell in love with a teacher in our school,what will you do?
apparently this is not gonna happen.coz our school male teachers all are so ugly.not my type.its only a question.before you answer this question,you dun have to pray for me.coz i know i would not fall in love with teachers.expecially those old and ugly one.-.- i would rather be a lesbian then falling in love with them.the third question is out.
if one day,i tell you that i am an aborted kid and i wanna leave my place and stay at your place,would you allow me to stay at your house?
althought this is not gonna happen,but its just a silly question that i suddenly thought of.now jeslinda call me.and tell me she is sick.lolz.just went to yi mei's blog.she seem to be really stressed out.haha.jia you to all sec 4 students.O level seem to be so far away for us but its like so close towards them.poor thing...=( let us give our senior some supports!whooo!jia you jia you jia you!oh...talking about yi mei...i just remember that yi mei still owe us chocolates.coz we won the cheer compitition.=)its okay.tml school starting liao.so happy!but once i think that tml got napfa re-test then i xian diao le.so terrible lah.i dun wanna run at all.i dun care if i fail.now i got the fourth question in mind le.
if one day(touchwood),i got kidnapped by mas selamat,and you happen to witness the whole kidnapping,what will you do?will you call the police and save me after that?or will you just walk away and treat it as thought you didnt see anything?
pray hard for me that mas selamat is dead so that i would not be kidnapped and you would not witness anything too!!!
i gtg.haha.next time then come.i love you all.mucks.do my questions kay?=)



Wednesday, May 7, 2008
{'i am gonna chiong for express!provide me with your love and moral support!!!=)' }


hihi...sim heng yin is here to play again...i just promised yu xuan to chiong go express.althought i know quite a number of you would think that i am very bhb,but this is my life so i am not gonna care about what you think.i wan go express also my problem.so if you wanna discourage me,please dun try.coz i only can say that,ITS MY LIFE.so...dun make yourself too pai sei.not very nice.so if you wanna try,this is the reply you are gonna get.you dun say i never warn you,later you diao jui come beat me i die.haha.k lah.i now at library.j8 library.so diao loh.i am like dog hungry and tired now.=( i wanna go home sleep le...but ling en they all dun wannnn...lao...now there is a guy sitting beside me and he seem to be a bos of some company.a rich looking like.he keep burping and making his teeth...he just pay to sit there and stare at the computer.so wasteful lah.why dun let me use instead?still waste so much time.brainless.kay lah.i wanna go le.next time then talk.i love you.bb.=)remember to support me okay>?give me a hug or something!!!=)

Sunday, May 4, 2008
{'exam jia you...' }


hihi...i am here.got miss me.ya,i got miss everyone.expecially my belinda.=)tml main year paper start le.everyone must jia you hor.tml i wanna go study with yu xuan they all.but before that i pei jeslinda go tpy first.buy things.tml is tiffany jie jie birthday.i dunno what to get for her.just hope that she can saty healthly forever.stay cute stay smart stay pretty and cool.i love you.haix...feel so empty now loh...i want my belinda...wawa...crying soon.last friday in class so emo.i still cried loh.debbie too.ling en also emo.but debbie got huiming ling en got yuxuan then i all alone...=(so sad...i wished that belinda could suddenly appear in front of me.then i beg i will hug her and cry harder de loh...then on the bus so emo wanted to msg her but i think i am too irritating le.so i didnt.okay lah.nothing to say le.gtg.bb.jia you tml.dream of me tonight.i love you.mucks.

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BUGS
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DIRTY
INSUFFICIENT SLEEP
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