{'now feeling so sad...but glad that i live in singapore.' }
haix...just went to erlin's blog.my tutor.blablabla.by a chance i saw her name at mandy's blog so i decided to visit it.and i got to read her post that she posted a few weeks ago.it was about the earthquake.lalala.reminds me about those horrible days that i had being through.like i said,i was really sad and scared about the earthquake till i didnt manage to get any sleep every night.the place that really make me feel safe is school.coz its in the morning and my friends are surrounding me.haix...althought now the earthquake have being like over for dunno how many days or weeks le.but the feeling is still not gone yet.i am gald that i am a singaporean.really.my father and i was watching the news on the t.v and it was about the earthquake.he suddenly turn to me and asked,"if you were those homeless kids and your lose all of us,including your friends,what will you do?and remember,you are alone."seriously i felt like crying at that point of time.coz this was quite sudden.if,this happened to me,maybe i will collasp,wouldn't i?but of coz,this was not my answer.i told him this,'maybe for the rest of my friends,or any other ones that are the same age as me might collasp and feel helpless,but i think i will continued to live on and not disaappoint you all.if i could,i would rather provide my love towards the rest of the younger kids that need love and help more than i need.becoz you all will forever be alive in my heart.'my father just smiled at me.and all he said was,'my girl is mature.' this question was always in my mind.i wanted to ask yu xuan about it.but i dun feel like bothering anyone about this.i believe they will feel as sad as me ba?will they?except for ling en that heartless man.arhhhhhhh...feel like shouting out loud.shouting out how much do i miss my childhood,when i was immature.seriously,is it my fault to have mature thinking?think too much is bad for health.i believe if this happens in singapore(touchwood),singaporeans would not be able to face it like how the china people did.coz singapore is safe.always.now even mr lim also tell my father that my thinking is mature.he said that my thinking is far too much away from the rest of my age groups.hmm...is this suppose to be good,or bad?like he said,i think and look at things differently.so does that means i am crazy?nah...thinking too much again...nevermindit.
then yesterday night,my dad came in my room and woke me up.he asked me why i haven go to sleep.i was like,'huh?'i was sleeping!today morning he explained to me.he said becoz he heard me singing yesterday.but i wasnt.this was when i realised i sleep talk.in fact,its sleep sing.haha,somemore at that time he was watching horror show in the middle of the night when suddenly got blackout.then he heard me singing.oh my...can you ever image it?ewww...so scary...i wanna go watch kongfu panda and lots of show.maybe getting melanie,mandy,wan jung etc.but not going get ling en or yu xuan.never let them go out together.coz now i see tanyuxuan and hulingen i will feel like puking so terribly for no good reason.just feel abit disgusted.ohhya.still got my daughter.get xiao ting along also.haha.
i love my emo friends.2.40pm
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
{ 'now feeling so sad...but glad that i live in singapore.' }
haix...just went to erlin's blog.my tutor.blablabla.by a chance i saw her name at mandy's blog so i decided to visit it.and i got to read her post that she posted a few weeks ago.it was about the earthquake.lalala.reminds me about those horrible days that i had being through.like i said,i was really sad and scared about the earthquake till i didnt manage to get any sleep every night.the place that really make me feel safe is school.coz its in the morning and my friends are surrounding me.haix...althought now the earthquake have being like over for dunno how many days or weeks le.but the feeling is still not gone yet.i am gald that i am a singaporean.really.my father and i was watching the news on the t.v and it was about the earthquake.he suddenly turn to me and asked,"if you were those homeless kids and your lose all of us,including your friends,what will you do?and remember,you are alone."seriously i felt like crying at that point of time.coz this was quite sudden.if,this happened to me,maybe i will collasp,wouldn't i?but of coz,this was not my answer.i told him this,'maybe for the rest of my friends,or any other ones that are the same age as me might collasp and feel helpless,but i think i will continued to live on and not disaappoint you all.if i could,i would rather provide my love towards the rest of the younger kids that need love and help more than i need.becoz you all will forever be alive in my heart.'my father just smiled at me.and all he said was,'my girl is mature.' this question was always in my mind.i wanted to ask yu xuan about it.but i dun feel like bothering anyone about this.i believe they will feel as sad as me ba?will they?except for ling en that heartless man.arhhhhhhh...feel like shouting out loud.shouting out how much do i miss my childhood,when i was immature.seriously,is it my fault to have mature thinking?think too much is bad for health.i believe if this happens in singapore(touchwood),singaporeans would not be able to face it like how the china people did.coz singapore is safe.always.now even mr lim also tell my father that my thinking is mature.he said that my thinking is far too much away from the rest of my age groups.hmm...is this suppose to be good,or bad?like he said,i think and look at things differently.so does that means i am crazy?nah...thinking too much again...nevermindit.
then yesterday night,my dad came in my room and woke me up.he asked me why i haven go to sleep.i was like,'huh?'i was sleeping!today morning he explained to me.he said becoz he heard me singing yesterday.but i wasnt.this was when i realised i sleep talk.in fact,its sleep sing.haha,somemore at that time he was watching horror show in the middle of the night when suddenly got blackout.then he heard me singing.oh my...can you ever image it?ewww...so scary...i wanna go watch kongfu panda and lots of show.maybe getting melanie,mandy,wan jung etc.but not going get ling en or yu xuan.never let them go out together.coz now i see tanyuxuan and hulingen i will feel like puking so terribly for no good reason.just feel abit disgusted.ohhya.still got my daughter.get xiao ting along also.haha.
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