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Saturday, January 31, 2009
{'' } In the book “The Outsiders” by S.E. Hinton there are many dynamic characters. The character that changes the most in the book is Johnny Cade. The aspects that this essay will show are; how he is at the beginning, what events cause change and how he is represented at the end of the book. Firstly, Johnny starts off as a quiet suspicious person. In the beginning of the book Ponyboy describes Johnny as and I quote “If you can picture a little dark puppy that has been kicked too many times and lost in a crowd of strangers, you’ll have Johnny” (p.11). This immediately makes you think that Johnny has had a rough time. It also states that “He had a nervous, suspicious look in his eyes, and that beating he got from the Soc’s didn’t help matters” (p.11). It also explains that he gets beaten by his father and . . . He says things such as “Shut up about …live with that?” (p. In the end Johnny realises that fighting is useless and he isn’t scared anymore. This essay proves that Johnny really changes a lot in the novel ‘The Outsiders” by Hinton. Near the start of the book he talks bout killing himself but when he is dying he knows that he doesn’t want to. In conclusion it can be seen that Johnny is very much a dynamic character. Which is proved by this quote “You want to know…from our neighbourhood” (p. He also realises that death isn’t something that should be taken lightly but it is a shame he realises this just before he dies. He realises that he gave up his own life to save the kids and he isn’t sorry about it. All these things add up to make the scared, nervous Johnny that is known as the gangs pet. This is a real turning point for Johnny in the book because everyone thought he would use his switchblade but not kill anyone with it. He even is quiet and suspicious when he was around his friends, this has been caused by his upbringing and the problems he has faced along the way. Many event’s in Hinton’s novel facilitate change. [This is an example of an essay on "The OUtsiders". You all can read it and see if it helps in your common test next monday. I think it will help alot. Let's all chiong!;D] {'' } Hey people. Finally i have got someone that i don't like off my back. Whew.. I am back to normal now. Still struggling with cca and school work. Mr ng is really too much. Give us so many homework when we have common test on the next following week. Can't he be more understanding? We told him about it and he just shoot us off with," That's what you students should do." Whatthehell. Students so what? Students don't have the right to ask the teacher if they could push back the date of handing up our work? Comeon. We are already all dying from studying. Are you tyring to murderer the whole 43 of us indirectly?-.- I freaking hate you man. Secondary school life is really killing me. So many things to do and so many cca sessions to attend. Secondary school life is going so fast that i can't catch up. I guess i am going to fall sick soon. I can't coop with my maths currently and luckily i am sitting beside Berlin and lingen whom are maths pros. So they can help me with maths. I am going to chiong to pass my maths this year. And i hope that holidays can come faster. LOL. So that i can really sleep well and don't have to attend those freaking lessons. God. I am dying. Hell. Give us some freedom and let us rest more. I am going to collasped. FREAK~ WHAT"S WRONG WITH THIS FREAKING WORLD?!10.43pm. Thursday, January 29, 2009
{'' }  I want my baby to be as cute as this. I just wants to post lots and lots of pictures now. LOL. I am mad already. Weizhe,i misses you so much.7.48pm. {'' }  This picture is freaking damn cool. Haha. LOL. But this is suppose to be a joke. So don't take it so seriously okay? Just now talk to minchen and jolyn. Hmm. I miss minchen. I want to talk to her now. Sad. I am going to talk talk talk to her for a very long time. Cause i promised that i will tell her if i got any trouble bothering me. MINCHEN. She reminds me of yungchi. Very long never see her. Miss her. Miss those days when we both had trouble and we will chat with each other and give each other some suggestions. Will minchen be the next yungchi? I hope she is. I love minchen. LOL. God,please let minchen be the next yungchi. Cause i need someone to talk to badly.7.15pm. {'' }  Now,help is needed. Badly. I am scared. It's killing me! D; How? Arh... I am dying soon. When someone see this,please set me on fire like this picture! Thankyou!;D Actually,i really need help. For some things. Should i go to minchen? D; Weizhe,you will be always be kept deep in my heart.7.03pm. {'' } I had done something that i will regret and never admit today. I am such a fucking fool. 5.52pm. {'' } I don't like unstable and unsure relationship. So i don't want to be with you. I know you like me, but sadly,you don't give me what i want. I don't want to be with you, cause there's no future. Stop wasting your time on me anymore. It will be too much for me to take. Sorry. Unless you let me feel safe with you, if not i don't think i would want to be with you. Hurtful i know, but sadly, you don't deserve my feelings. When i first know weizhe,i was in primary school. He helped me once, and just that once. My impression of him was very good. Someone that know how to study and he save me like a hero. LOL. So drama. But that's how we met. He is important. He really is. I don't feel that you like me.5.08pm. Monday, January 26, 2009
{'' } Hello people. Happy new year!;) Time flies and new year is here again. LOL. Today went to maternal grandma's house. FINALLY. I get to see my precious cousin again! Alicia baby!^^ Damn happy. Hugg her for super long time when i see her just now. Haha. LOL. She went around telling people we are lesbians. God. And saw andrew(another of my cousin). He didn't change at all. Expecially the way he talks to people. Still as rude as usual. Glad that i went to IKEA with xinyi,quiyi,quixia and alicia JIES and zhiwei gorgor. Don't have to face him and don't know what to tell him or say to him. LOL. Then ate there and dsiao quiyi jie,messaging her as an unknown person telling her that i like her and ask her to accept me. But,she has my phone number and i didn't realized that. She kept laughing at me. And i feel so stupid;D Haha. But it was fun. And went shopping there and took bus back to grandma's house at around 7pm. Feel so tired and just nice i can sit down and rest,watch my little nyonya special eddition. Everyone was tired too. So i sat down with alicia precious cousin and watched t.v programme. She hooked my hand and told her mum we are stead-.- She lean on my shoulder and my shoulder is aching now. LOL>< Anyway,we had yusheng and i had to go;( Feel so sad and i can't bear to leave... I only get to spent a few hours with alicia every years... Saddened. So i hugged her tightly again before i leave. Orh...and we took photo too. It's my screensaver now. LOL. But i look weird. Cause xinyi keep making me laugh. Causing me to look weird in the photo-.- Although i can't bear to leave my cousin,i still have to leave. She wanted me to message her after that and i asked her out for movie on this thursday. We are going to watch the wedding game by fann wong and christophor lee. Not sure if she can make it. She had other appointment wth her friends but she said she will try to push it away. LOL. Thanks babe. I appreciates that;) So currently,i am still missing my cousin and feeling super tired... Wants to go home and sleep. Still at my grandma's house. Paternal by the way. LOL>< There are so many things that we have to do tomorrow and i am beat. i should keep my promise and go with my grandma to visit my aunties. Happy NIU year! May god bless evryone and may you all have many many angbaos! And i think i look cute today. I am wearing a jumper and a pair of new shoes. LOL. I am just boasting. LOL,okayokay. It's time for me to go!;) Bye. I LOVE MY COUSIN;D My world can only fit my cousin and i.10.54pm. Sunday, January 25, 2009
{'' } This is freaking funny. LOL. LOL. Every video is so funny. Can't help it;) Aaron is so handsome!!! I also want a boyfriend like him!;( & i freaking love guigui! {'' }  LOL. I am so bored now. And i wants to have this phone man!;) Freaking nice. The screen is a mirror when i am not using it. My father promised me to let me changed it when my plan is ending soon. YAY! And i am going to sign the unlimited message plan. So that i can message as much as i want to. Can't wait till march. So that i can freaking change my phone. I am going to meet my PRECIOUS cousin!;) Freaking happy! Miss her like lot man!;D Hope that everyone can get alot of hongbao money tomorrow so that we can go shopping together! Bythway,today i had got a pair of shoes and a jumper. Both add together are like around $80. LOL. Freaking expensive. Now my grandparents are at my house and we are waiting for my uncle to come and start our reunion dinner!;]Yumm yumm. Yay. LALALA>< Don't get the wrong idea.6.18pm. Friday, January 23, 2009
{'' }  I am in love with it. Any one can get me the disc? I will pay back;] I really wants to watch it. Cause i had asked my friends out to watch last time. But by the time we had arranged everything,it was already down. So i really hope that i can find the disc and watch it. Please! If anyone can help me get it,i will treat him/her a meal! Please! Do help me keep a look out please! I will pay it back. I swear!;] By the way,first hand please. Thankyou. 2.14pm. {'' } Hello people. Thankyou for all your support and words of encouragement;) I promise to work harder to let the class be bond. I am glad to know that at least i still have friends with me. I am much more better than someone else that only have fake friends with them. LOL. Yar. Thanks people,for always providing me with your fullest support and always let me know that you all will be by my side forever;)I feel so touched. Thankyou;) This was played by a group and i think that everyone had seen this before. But enjoy it again. Cause it's cool. And never miss this;D 2.08pm. Happy new year! Wednesday, January 21, 2009
{'' } You know sometimes when i am really sad, you are the first one that i think of? But too bad,i guess, we are really just schoolmates. 9.33pm. {'' } Hate going to school suddenly. So if someday you don't see me in school, maybe i am dead?;) LOL. Yar. Most probably. Maybe jump sea, jump buildings,cut myself on the neck, swallow 100 pills or any other way that you can think of. LOL. I sound so fake. I have being trying to do somethings for our class. It just seem to be like i am so bad in it. Cause no one are ever happy with what i had done. No matter in planning for the old folks' home visits or whatever school events. Maybe that just shows that i just don't have the leadership potential. No wonder i suck so much wherever i go. I wonder why i post all this fucking things? Later someone thinks that i am trying to attract attention. Better left the world now. Bye peeps. 9.19pm. {'' } Whenever i need support and help,i just have no one to go to. My class just let me realize that i am useless and i am born into this world to let them hate me. Why god give my mum and my friends such a useless child and friend? He must hate me a lot too. That's why he kicked me down to be a human. So is there anything i can do to change the situation? Even if i had changed,i believe no one will give any hoot about it. Cause i am just a passer-by who doesn't needs/deserves anyone attention. Then let me get run over by a car whenever i am crossing the road;let me get killed when eating during recess or even let me die when i am doing an examination. LOL. Who fucking cares? Never it will be me. I am just no one. 9.07pm. Saturday, January 17, 2009
{'' } LOL. I am posting now. How? I still have homework haven do yet. Still got maths. 6 questions. LOL Going to chiong later. After finish maths then no more homework already. Yay. Tomorrow got shooting again. Run run run. Everytime also run. Teacher said that we won't have to run anymore. But this year he say we will run again. LOL. Wonder if tomorrow sec one got come and run with us or not. LOL. The best is have. Then like that teacher will concentrate on them not me. Then i can walk after i feel tired. LOL. I realized something weird. LOL. When a girl break up with her boyfriend,she will have a very great change. And when some day they met again,the guy will say,'You had changed.' LOL. You know all the show always do it like that. Yar. I wonder if i am like that. LOL. next time i am going to try it. LOL. Okay. That's all for today. Bye babies. I just got it right.1;36pm. Thursday, January 15, 2009
{'' } Hello people. Today went to Berlin's house to do history. Taught them how to write the essay. And today is a memorable day for me. Cause it is the first day when i think that maths is fun and interesting. I feel so excited during maths period. Cause i looked forward to those questions that mr low will let us do. LOL. Very fun;) Suddenly i fell in love with this song. Damn nice. LOL. Haven finish all my homework yet. So i will do it later at 9pm. And sleep at 9.30pm. I am a good girl you know?;) Anyway,going to change handphone soon. Changing to Nokia 7160 supernova. Yay. Damn cool. The screen is a mirror! My favourite thing! Can't wait to get it! Are you hinting that you like me?8.52pm. Wednesday, January 14, 2009
{'' } Hello people. I am here to post again. LOL. Just now went to eat lunch with calvin,mandy,juliana,ken,howard and seehao. LOL. Then went to macdonald and sit there do nothing but talk. After that juliana and i went back to school for the monitor board thing. LOL. So weird. The tie is so smelly. Next week watching movie with Calvin mandy and ken. LOL. Not sure if the rest going. Never ask. Just now went to the library with my brother and started to chat with Adele and Evonne. LOL. Adele seem to be so different in message and school time. Cause she is like super noisy during school hours with her friends. LOL. I am so bored. I over-reacted during class today. I was mad with berlin cause she slam her bag on my table when i was writing and i hate that. So i stared at her and slam the table back and was freaking angry. LOL. I am so stupid. BERLIN I AM JUST OVER-REACTING. No worries. I am a bitch. Everyone knows that anyway. I hate it so much. Fuck. Fuckoff.9.21pm. Sunday, January 11, 2009
{'' } Mad- Ne-Yo She's starin' at me, I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'. Mmmmm Nobody's talkin', 'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'. Ohhh... And now is I'm yellin' over her, She's yellin' over me. All that that means Is neither of us is listening, (And what's even worse). That we don't even remember why were fighting. So both of us are mad for... [Hook] Nothin' (Fighting for). Nothin' (Crying for). Nothin' (Whoahhh). But we won't let it go for Nothin' (No not for) Nothin'. This should be nothin' to a love like what we got. Ohhh, baby... I know sometimes It's gonna rain... But baby, can we make up now 'Cause I can't sleep through the pain (Cant sleep through the pain). [Chorus] Girl, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me). No, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me) Ohhh no no no... [Verse 2] And it gets me upset, girl When you're constantly accusing. (Askin' questions like you've already known). We're fighting this war, baby When both of us are losing. (This ain't the way that love is supposed to go). Whoaaaaaaaaa... [What happened to workin' it out]. We've falled into this place Where you ain't backin' down And I ain't backin' down. So what the hell do we do now... It's all for... [Hook] Nothin' (Fighting for). Nothin' (Crying for). Nothin' (Whoahhh). But we won't let it go for Nothin' (No not for) Nothin'. This should be nothin' to a love like what we got. Ohhh, baby... I know sometimes It's gonna rain... But baby, can we make up now 'Cause I can't sleep through the pain (Cant sleep through the pain). [Chorus] Girl, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me). No, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me) Ohhh no no no... [Bridge] Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect, (Perfect, perfect, oh oh). And just how good it's gonna be. We can't fuss and we can't fight Long as everything alright between us Before we go to sleep. Baby, we're gonna be happy. I know sometimes It's gonna rain... But baby, can we make up now 'Cause I can't sleep through the pain (Cant sleep through the pain). [Chorus] Girl, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me). No, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you), And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me) Ohhh no no no... BULLSHIT.10.38pm. {'' } It's nice. Trust me. Listen to it. I cries when i heard this song. For no good reason. Anyway,do i need reasons to cry?^.0 LOL. I don't. I love this song. BULLSHIT.10.22pm. {'' } Hello people. Yesterday went back to school at 8.30am to do CIP. Collect newspaper with tiffany,dawn,audrey. Collect at block 330. The block is damn complicated. I can't figure out where am i at. LOL. But we still did a great job. Was so tired that i went to my grandma's house and slept for so many hours. I opened all the window in the room and it's like damn cooling. I slept and slept like someone in coma and i was awake by the time of like,6.30pm? Damn tired. For no reasons. LOL. There will be shooting trial tomorrow in the IT special room 2. I look forward to it. I wonder who will be in. Last friday,we had cca open house. Damn bored. Adele didn't know what's girl guide but she wants to join. Whatever-.- She keep smiling at me so evily wth her friends and make me stared at her weirdly. LOL. The NPCC people left their wire in the middle of the road and lucky we had ms tan chye i to help us solve the problem. So many people tripped over the wire. LOL. Anyway,hope that all sec1 will get into their favourite cca. MEIZHEN. Must come shooting trial. You promised;) Stars don't appear everynight.10.20pm. Tuesday, January 6, 2009
{'' } Hello people. I am bored and tired. My legs are breaking soon. Cause yesterday shooting training have to run 8 rounds around the school. I didn't stop for goddess's sake. LOL. Hell. It's a miracle. I will make sure the next time i do it,i will record it into the world's record. LOL. Anyway,jasmine,i caught the entry already. I only can say that we are just not fated to be friends. I can answer you that i am no longer afraid of yaole. I can swear for that. And even since after what had happened to us,i realized something. North pole and north pole will repel. If we force them together,things will only get worst. You don't have to apologize to me and turn away when you sees me. Cause i know,you are feeling bad too. Come on. I did try to save this friendship many times and i do treasure it. Trust me,i once took this friendship very seriously. But it's just that we just can't get along together. So no one is in fault at all. Blame the god for everything if you want to. That's all for you babe. Anyway,back to normal life. School was still okay. I just don't understand a point. Why does people always have negetive thinkings of 2n1?;( It's such a hurtful thing to know that,just because we were a little playful last year made everyone had bad impressions of us. Come on. We are improving,can't you all see? Spare a thought for us,won't you? We are doing our best already. If only you come and take a look at our class,we are so much better this year. We do our work during history and literature quietly in class and that's so good. We are just playful. FUCK. Damn pissed now. Can someone just stop the fucking time form fucking going on?! So much troubles and all those shit. Nevermind. Who fucking think so much like me? I am just like a mad dog barking around and allow the rest to think that i am an attention seeker;( Okay. Sorry. I was like fucking stress today for no good reasons. I have terrible mood swing today. I was damn dao in the morning and i am laughing like a crazy girl in the afternoon. Felt sleepy in the evening and felt so pissed off in the night. I misses yaole. For having me being so mean to her last week. Just couldn't get over it man. Everytime i think of how mean i am to my friends when i am unhappy,i just fucking keep crying like a tap. I just realized that i only trust my friends,teachers and sister. I don't know what got into me this few days even since school had started. I don't want to go home everyday. I just want to be alone. I want some peace. If only someone could give me some. I would like so company too,but it's always not the right people at the right time. It's just like when i want some company from lingen,someone else will pop out and keep nagging and nagging. Does that reminds you of someone? Our MOTHER. Haix. Just can't take it sometimes but i just don't have the energy to rebark back or something. And i know that it is rude to do so. Just let me have a rest and i will be back in mood again. I am just feeling tired already. Secondary school life is fun but really tiring. I keep typing and typing on the keyboard and my tears kept landing on it. FREAK. I just hate this. Sometimes i am really not as cheerful as you all think i am. Life is stressful. I will cry too. Just like,not every night are starry nights. I am going to be mad soon if i don't stop here now. Tomorrow there will be shooting and we will have to prepare for cca open house and i have so much more things for me to settle. I am complaining too much. Sorry. That's what a BITCH does,to kill her time. And i am like that. Little Nyonya is cool. It's rocks. I love Jeanette aw. If a tiger don't move,doesn't mean that you can provoke it.10.46pm. Friday, January 2, 2009
{'' } I am watching pi li mit now. So i am going just post a short one. LOL. Anyway,school had just re-open. It was fun to be able to see our friends again. Our class has a new guy from japan and i name him as ponyo. Cause his name is freaking long. So i had decided to call him so. Got to know some juniors. Just keep disturbing them in the hall. Two of them are my primary school juniors. And they sit in front of me. LOL. Then i realised that the sec one this year look so much like our sec two. A girl name vivian from 1e6 look like melody;si yu from 1e6 look like jeslinda. Blablabla. There's still a girl who look like vinita and seorin. So it was like damn cool to know them. And lingen keep saying that the si yu is hers. LOL. So i just asked si yu if she wants to marry me. LOL. She just scream at me and said no. LOL. Nevermind. That's all for today. I am going to continue my show. Orh. Bytheway,wanjung cut her hair and she look a little weird. Our classroom location is super good. Near the school gate,near the canteen. But quite far away from the toilet. So it's just that tweeny bit bad. Just love 2n1. Joanna:ForNoReason. I'm like that. Kill me if you dislike me.1.39pm. Thursday, January 1, 2009
{'' } Hello 2009!;) 2009 have finally arrive! Watched the countdown on channel 8 last night. Just want to watch the competition in between the love blossom 2 and the little nyonya. LOL. Apparently the little nyonya won. Haha. And dai yang tian is so handsome! So is Jeanette aw. She look cute on the newspaper tonight. LOL. Dai yang tian look so cute in the outfit that he was wearing yesterday. Jeanette aw won so many places for the favorite character! She beat the rest of the princess and will be the next fann wong. LOL. Anyway,school is re-opening tomorrow. I am looking forward to see my friends again. But i don't look forward towards seeing my other subject teachers. Just feel lazy. Maybe that's the cause of having two and a half months of holidays. Causing me to be so lazy. Luckily we are ending school at 12.50pm tomorrow. I am going to meet the girls out for breakfast in canteen and go back to 1n1 to take back some of our files and books that we left behind last year;) And of course,bullying the younger juniors. LOL. Just joking anyway. I am going to check my time table now. So just wait till tomorrow and see me;D Joanna:ForNoReason. I'm like that.8.51pm. Labels:Dai yang tian is just so HANDSOME. |
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