Hello people. I am bored and tired. My legs are breaking soon. Cause yesterday shooting training have to run 8 rounds around the school. I didn't stop for goddess's sake. LOL. Hell. It's a miracle. I will make sure the next time i do it,i will record it into the world's record. LOL.
Anyway,jasmine,i caught the entry already. I only can say that we are just not fated to be friends. I can answer you that i am no longer afraid of yaole. I can swear for that. And even since after what had happened to us,i realized something. North pole and north pole will repel. If we force them together,things will only get worst. You don't have to apologize to me and turn away when you sees me. Cause i know,you are feeling bad too. Come on. I did try to save this friendship many times and i do treasure it. Trust me,i once took this friendship very seriously. But it's just that we just can't get along together. So no one is in fault at all. Blame the god for everything if you want to. That's all for you babe.
Anyway,back to normal life. School was still okay. I just don't understand a point. Why does people always have negetive thinkings of 2n1?;( It's such a hurtful thing to know that,just because we were a little playful last year made everyone had bad impressions of us. Come on. We are improving,can't you all see? Spare a thought for us,won't you? We are doing our best already. If only you come and take a look at our class,we are so much better this year. We do our work during history and literature quietly in class and that's so good. We are just playful. FUCK. Damn pissed now. Can someone just stop the fucking time form fucking going on?! So much troubles and all those shit. Nevermind. Who fucking think so much like me? I am just like a mad dog barking around and allow the rest to think that i am an attention seeker;(
Okay. Sorry. I was like fucking stress today for no good reasons. I have terrible mood swing today. I was damn dao in the morning and i am laughing like a crazy girl in the afternoon. Felt sleepy in the evening and felt so pissed off in the night. I misses yaole. For having me being so mean to her last week. Just couldn't get over it man. Everytime i think of how mean i am to my friends when i am unhappy,i just fucking keep crying like a tap. I just realized that i only trust my friends,teachers and sister. I don't know what got into me this few days even since school had started. I don't want to go home everyday. I just want to be alone. I want some peace. If only someone could give me some. I would like so company too,but it's always not the right people at the right time. It's just like when i want some company from lingen,someone else will pop out and keep nagging and nagging. Does that reminds you of someone? Our MOTHER. Haix. Just can't take it sometimes but i just don't have the energy to rebark back or something. And i know that it is rude to do so. Just let me have a rest and i will be back in mood again. I am just feeling tired already. Secondary school life is fun but really tiring. I keep typing and typing on the keyboard and my tears kept landing on it. FREAK. I just hate this.
Sometimes i am really not as cheerful as you all think i am. Life is stressful. I will cry too. Just like,not every night are starry nights. I am going to be mad soon if i don't stop here now. Tomorrow there will be shooting and we will have to prepare for cca open house and i have so much more things for me to settle. I am complaining too much. Sorry. That's what a BITCH does,to kill her time. And i am like that. Little Nyonya is cool. It's rocks. I love Jeanette aw.
If a tiger don't move,doesn't mean that you can provoke it.10.46pm.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
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Hello people. I am bored and tired. My legs are breaking soon. Cause yesterday shooting training have to run 8 rounds around the school. I didn't stop for goddess's sake. LOL. Hell. It's a miracle. I will make sure the next time i do it,i will record it into the world's record. LOL.
Anyway,jasmine,i caught the entry already. I only can say that we are just not fated to be friends. I can answer you that i am no longer afraid of yaole. I can swear for that. And even since after what had happened to us,i realized something. North pole and north pole will repel. If we force them together,things will only get worst. You don't have to apologize to me and turn away when you sees me. Cause i know,you are feeling bad too. Come on. I did try to save this friendship many times and i do treasure it. Trust me,i once took this friendship very seriously. But it's just that we just can't get along together. So no one is in fault at all. Blame the god for everything if you want to. That's all for you babe.
Anyway,back to normal life. School was still okay. I just don't understand a point. Why does people always have negetive thinkings of 2n1?;( It's such a hurtful thing to know that,just because we were a little playful last year made everyone had bad impressions of us. Come on. We are improving,can't you all see? Spare a thought for us,won't you? We are doing our best already. If only you come and take a look at our class,we are so much better this year. We do our work during history and literature quietly in class and that's so good. We are just playful. FUCK. Damn pissed now. Can someone just stop the fucking time form fucking going on?! So much troubles and all those shit. Nevermind. Who fucking think so much like me? I am just like a mad dog barking around and allow the rest to think that i am an attention seeker;(
Okay. Sorry. I was like fucking stress today for no good reasons. I have terrible mood swing today. I was damn dao in the morning and i am laughing like a crazy girl in the afternoon. Felt sleepy in the evening and felt so pissed off in the night. I misses yaole. For having me being so mean to her last week. Just couldn't get over it man. Everytime i think of how mean i am to my friends when i am unhappy,i just fucking keep crying like a tap. I just realized that i only trust my friends,teachers and sister. I don't know what got into me this few days even since school had started. I don't want to go home everyday. I just want to be alone. I want some peace. If only someone could give me some. I would like so company too,but it's always not the right people at the right time. It's just like when i want some company from lingen,someone else will pop out and keep nagging and nagging. Does that reminds you of someone? Our MOTHER. Haix. Just can't take it sometimes but i just don't have the energy to rebark back or something. And i know that it is rude to do so. Just let me have a rest and i will be back in mood again. I am just feeling tired already. Secondary school life is fun but really tiring. I keep typing and typing on the keyboard and my tears kept landing on it. FREAK. I just hate this.
Sometimes i am really not as cheerful as you all think i am. Life is stressful. I will cry too. Just like,not every night are starry nights. I am going to be mad soon if i don't stop here now. Tomorrow there will be shooting and we will have to prepare for cca open house and i have so much more things for me to settle. I am complaining too much. Sorry. That's what a BITCH does,to kill her time. And i am like that. Little Nyonya is cool. It's rocks. I love Jeanette aw.
If a tiger don't move,doesn't mean that you can provoke it.10.46pm.
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