HAHA. this song is for my dearest friend. haha^^ hope you like it(: anyway,today went out and study with lingen,debbie,gekting and of course,my SHIYING(: before we study,lingen and debbie went to eat at fork and spoon. then went to study at macdonald. wah. then in macdonald,debbie went to look into my wallet. then i saw an umbrella behind me,so i took it and whacked debbie. suddenly this man took the umbrella away. that was when i realized that it belongs to him. ohmygod,i can't stop laughing after that. haha. so continue with my studies and i was damn tired. lean on the table and fell asleep for awhile. ahaha. then got worker chased us out blablabla. went to popular and walked around. too tired to speak. so was damn quiet. and they all thought that something happened to me. do i even looked emo when i don't talk? LOL. i don't think so. i just look damn retard. haha. but as long as i like it. lol.
actually,currently there are many things i want to do. but no one wants to do it with me. neglected one are also the unwanted one. and that's me. i don't know. the feeling is so wrong. i know i won't allow myself to fall in love with that person. and i can do it. i'll never fall in love in secondary school anymore. i swear. i know that terrible feeling is back. i don't know. it's... very scaring. i know i am going to lose my sleep again. this time round that i'm scared,yuxuan is no longer here for me. no more jasmine,no more yaole. i'm going to face my fear all alone. i hope that we can always stay at secondary one. when i still have them with me ;'( i gained some this year,but i lost a lot too. give me a time machine. i want to be in secondary one,when i'm free of troubles,have lots of friends with me to share my joy and sadness with. i know i lost everything.
HAHA. this song is for my dearest friend. haha^^ hope you like it(: anyway,today went out and study with lingen,debbie,gekting and of course,my SHIYING(: before we study,lingen and debbie went to eat at fork and spoon. then went to study at macdonald. wah. then in macdonald,debbie went to look into my wallet. then i saw an umbrella behind me,so i took it and whacked debbie. suddenly this man took the umbrella away. that was when i realized that it belongs to him. ohmygod,i can't stop laughing after that. haha. so continue with my studies and i was damn tired. lean on the table and fell asleep for awhile. ahaha. then got worker chased us out blablabla. went to popular and walked around. too tired to speak. so was damn quiet. and they all thought that something happened to me. do i even looked emo when i don't talk? LOL. i don't think so. i just look damn retard. haha. but as long as i like it. lol.
actually,currently there are many things i want to do. but no one wants to do it with me. neglected one are also the unwanted one. and that's me. i don't know. the feeling is so wrong. i know i won't allow myself to fall in love with that person. and i can do it. i'll never fall in love in secondary school anymore. i swear. i know that terrible feeling is back. i don't know. it's... very scaring. i know i am going to lose my sleep again. this time round that i'm scared,yuxuan is no longer here for me. no more jasmine,no more yaole. i'm going to face my fear all alone. i hope that we can always stay at secondary one. when i still have them with me ;'( i gained some this year,but i lost a lot too. give me a time machine. i want to be in secondary one,when i'm free of troubles,have lots of friends with me to share my joy and sadness with. i know i lost everything.
Who knows what will happen in the future?
Maybe I could become the next top model or actress.
I dream, and the sky is the limit.
Slow down and look around when you're chasing after your dream.
It might just be around you♥
[HENGYIN!] is the name
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