LOL. Okay people. Posting again. Nothing much happened as usual. Currently at auntie's house. So nothing much anyway. Anyway,just randomly think of my cousin. Just wondering. We're always so close when we meet each other. But we hardly contact each other after new year. maybe will still sms for a few days after new year,but after that we'll have no more topics to talk at and we'll stop talking. So just kind of curious.. Are we really close or what? why can't my cousin and I be like mandy and her cousins? Hmm.. Maybe I'm thinking too much. I still love my cousin.. Okay.. I'm tired. But I can't fall asleep. Don't know why. My holiday is always boring.. Hope that I can find something to do during the holidays.. I miss my good friends. Expecially Berlin and Wanjung. They are all away. Everytime wanjung or berlin is gone,i'll feel lost. No one to talk to. LOL. I believe that I'll get use to it. But I guess it will take a million years... Nevermind. I miss shiying too. You know.. Favorite junior always rocks(; I don't care if you agree or not,cause I just love my junior for who she is. Hmm. I'm getting bitchy-er by days. LOL. But I don't give a hoot. I love ebing bitchy. What's my inner self? Beats me. I don't know either. LOL. I'm aways wearing a mask. Cause the world don't give me the secure that I want. I believe no one can give it to me. I know I am the only one that wll cheer if the world is coming to an end. I see no point to continue my life. Living aimlessly.. It's not my style you see.. Okay. I know I'm nagging alot. It's just something that I'll always do. Never mind about me if you think I'm attention seking or whatever fucking shit that you're thinking. You don't have to tell me. Cause I totally don't care. The world is rotating anti-clockwise. Something is wrong with me.
I've no rights t tell people to live on;cause i hate life too. 1.49am.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
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LOL. Okay people. Posting again. Nothing much happened as usual. Currently at auntie's house. So nothing much anyway. Anyway,just randomly think of my cousin. Just wondering. We're always so close when we meet each other. But we hardly contact each other after new year. maybe will still sms for a few days after new year,but after that we'll have no more topics to talk at and we'll stop talking. So just kind of curious.. Are we really close or what? why can't my cousin and I be like mandy and her cousins? Hmm.. Maybe I'm thinking too much. I still love my cousin.. Okay.. I'm tired. But I can't fall asleep. Don't know why. My holiday is always boring.. Hope that I can find something to do during the holidays.. I miss my good friends. Expecially Berlin and Wanjung. They are all away. Everytime wanjung or berlin is gone,i'll feel lost. No one to talk to. LOL. I believe that I'll get use to it. But I guess it will take a million years... Nevermind. I miss shiying too. You know.. Favorite junior always rocks(; I don't care if you agree or not,cause I just love my junior for who she is. Hmm. I'm getting bitchy-er by days. LOL. But I don't give a hoot. I love ebing bitchy. What's my inner self? Beats me. I don't know either. LOL. I'm aways wearing a mask. Cause the world don't give me the secure that I want. I believe no one can give it to me. I know I am the only one that wll cheer if the world is coming to an end. I see no point to continue my life. Living aimlessly.. It's not my style you see.. Okay. I know I'm nagging alot. It's just something that I'll always do. Never mind about me if you think I'm attention seking or whatever fucking shit that you're thinking. You don't have to tell me. Cause I totally don't care. The world is rotating anti-clockwise. Something is wrong with me.
I've no rights t tell people to live on;cause i hate life too. 1.49am.
Who knows what will happen in the future?
Maybe I could become the next top model or actress.
I dream, and the sky is the limit.
Slow down and look around when you're chasing after your dream.
It might just be around you♥
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