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Friday, July 31, 2009
{'' } POST. I'm at Berlin's house. Again. Haha. Anyways,changed phone. But phone keep auto-shut down ); Maybe never charge properly.. Xian.. And only can message on next tuesday onwards D; can't wait for it to come. So that I can talk to you again(; Hope that my phone will be okay. Interclass next week anyways. It should be fun? Haha. Anyways, TOMMY TAN. I know you thinks that once BUMBUMS are talking means I'm talking too just because I'm in the clique. Oh please. You think it's a very smart thinking? Come on. A clique doesn't mean that they do all the bad or good things together. You only look at things on one side. You never bother to look at the other side. Ever since last year it was like that. How do you expect me to take it ever again? I'm your classmate too. And we are still going to be friends for another three years. Please be more fair to me. A CLIQUE DON'T DO ALL BAD THINGS TOGETHER. No offence bums. But I really want to clarify for myself. I don't care even if I get a hundred detentions,as long as I'm proved innocent. If everyone thinks that a clique do everything together,I rather I transfer school. People,please. Treat me in a more fair way. Think about what I had done for the class. I bet tommy can never understand. Cause he never bother to look at what I have done. I'll transfer,if that's what he is trying to do it to me. I'm a human being. I've feelings too. When you all drive me into a dead corner,I won't know what I'll do to you all. Try testing my limits. It's more than what you can imagine. Labels: I'm so going to wash my hands off the class. 4pm. Tuesday, July 28, 2009
{'' } POST. I want to go to the match! No one wants to go with me,but I wanted to go alone. Then I think again. I'm so extra if I go alone. LOL. So gave up the thought ); LOL. I deserve it. LOL. I'm hungry~ Let's go watch the sunset and take pictures(; I would definitely put as my wallpaper ;D LOL. Anyways,this Sunday maybe going to study? LOL. Beats me. Depends on Berlin. LOL. Suppose to go change phone today,but got some family thingy ); I'm scared.. Hope that everything will be fine... I feel so tired today D; I miss out on so many things today,shucks so much. Why regret only when you didn't grab the chance? I'm such a bitch. Labels: I'll be with you as long as you want me to(; 7.29pm. Monday, July 27, 2009
{'' } Posting~ Nothing much happened today. RAIN RAIN RAIN. How Windy~ How cold... I like the cold wind(; Blow away all my troubles and tiredness for the time being. LOL. Came across this quote, " Friends are like walls and they allows you to lean on them, and sometimes it's just enough to know that they're there for you(; " How true(; Friends can be there for you when you need them. They acts like your shelter where you can hide under them while they will block out all the stormy nights for you and shower love and care on you at the same time ;D I have decided! From tomorrow onwards,I'll tell all my friends I love them^^ Expecially the one I love the most(; Always know that I'll be there for you no matter you're happy or sad,angry or calm. Cause I'm your friend,the one that will always lend a helping hand and a shoulder for you to cry on(; Because we're friends,that's why I love you ;D We're friends that no one can ever break us up ;D So,stay with me. Friends^^ Labels: The Sun Will Only Be Bright With Your Present(; Saturday, July 25, 2009
{'' }      Took pictures from Wanjung during ICT. LOL. And I made a mess during home econ.. How nice if I can go watch the sunset... -The End- Labels: Help is needed. 2am. Friday, July 24, 2009
{'' } POST~ Hello(; yesterday's dinner was.. a little.. fatty. Haha. Junks. What a dinner! Haha. Anyways,I don't know when I'm going to change phone >( it's making me crazy!!! Hope that my mum can hurry get it done. Before I really go crazy. LOL. Suddenly miss you alot. So random. Blablabla. I woke up in the morning at around six plus and thought that I was late for school(when today is weekend)! I hurry woke up and started to get change when I realized that it was a Saturday ); So damn blur~ LOL. So damn tired and when back to sleep. I'm so stressed about school till I even woke up so early on a weekend thnking that it's a school day -.- I guess I really need a break. LOL. I want to watch Harry Potter! ); And Obessed. But can't dig out any time to go watch. Hate it so damn much. Literature test coming up,following by Science Chemistry and Chinese. How good is that? LOL. Literature is still okay.. Still studying in process. Chemistry.. Don't really understand. Help needed! Chinese.... Need more practice. Emm. Then I still have to go for shooting on Tuesday and Thursday. Interclass coming too. Blablabla. Common Test Five coming too. Geograpy is rather hard too -.- Oh god. I really need some extra time. I NEED EXTRA TIME~ Can someone spare me some time? Rahh~ I hope that I was Wonderwoman. So that I can stay strong and brave. I've no courage); 我很爱你,可是我没有勇气在爱你... 我想要和你在一起,可是我没有勇气... 请原谅我 原谅我不成熟 不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我 请原谅我 好想自私将你占有 你的寂寞就给原谅我承受 换你过更好的生活... I love you,but I'm giving up. D; good-bye... Labels: I need you to be by my side. You're my courage. 1.30pm. Thursday, July 23, 2009
{'' } POST. Tomorrow going Mrs Chew's house for dinner(: can't wait. HAHA. Anyways,lessons were really nice today. Cause ten people have being quarantined. Haha. LOL. I'm tired. As usual. I'm dying. Why nobody seem to noticed my efforts made in my studies? I'm dying. SHUCKS. All I want was care and a person to love me. Is it really hard? ); Beats me. SHUCKS SO MUCH. Labels: I'm killing myself. 7.13pm. Wednesday, July 22, 2009
{'' } POST POST POST. LOL. I'm home(; but tired. LOL. Rachel,zhining and Evonne are are with me. LOL. I get so tired in the days nowadays but yet I can't fall asleep at night. LOL. And I'm always feeling so cold~ Hope I'm not sick and I don't want to get sick either ); Anyways,I fell in love with Friends For Sale on Facebook now! (; cause I can keep buying people and give them weird name ;D But I don't want people to buy me. I only want to be yours(; HAHA. LOL. Today got Maths and Physics test. And I think I'm going to pass!(; Ahaha~ For the first time I've so much confidant in myself for this two subject. Cause I suck in them. LOL. Hope I won't fail ^^ Interclass coming. Can't wait for it(; I didn't put in any effort last year during interclass,so I'm going to play my best this year(; And to those people that thinks that I can't play well in badminton,you'll be proved wrong. SO SO wrong ;D I'm playing for myself,and definitely,my class(; So it will be extra hardwork and extra effort. YAY~ haha.. Damn high. LOL. HAHA. I can't wait for OUR RANDOM DAY to come(; so that I can be RANDOM with you ;D Life will be great if we don't have to study,aren't we? LOL. Anyways,went councilling with Mandy today. Many flashback came into my mind when I stepped into that room again.. That room which made ma sad,made me cry,made me angry,made me happy,made me confused and of course,insecured. I miss Miss Tan and Miss Melinda. Hope that they can be back.. Not all teachers can gain my trust you know. Only them. LOL. Okay. That's all for today. I love you ;D And I look forward to our very first RANDOM DAY(; Labels: Losers gain experience. Which is more worthing? Think(; 5.48pm., Winners gain awards Tuesday, July 21, 2009
{'' } POSTPOSTPOST. Hello people. Today Berlin and Juliana went home before recess. Fever ); my xiang tong! Hurry get well! Don't leave Xinling okay. We're suppose to be together~ But seriously I never see Berlin see before.. So it's quite a fresh thing to me. LOL. I'm so damn freaking mean. Okay.. Nowadays getting more and more random despite it's not my RANDOM DAY. And it's hard to control my emotions. LOL. Awhile hyper awhile sad or tired. I think I need to go to the doctor sooner or later. LOL. Hope that I'm fine. Not mentally crazy or something. Okay. Anyways,tomorrow early dismissal(; But got physic and maths test )))); physics suck. And I don't want to see Mr Choo. Fuck. I'm so going to hate school tomorrow. Freaking embarrassing. Tomorrow I wear mask go school. HAHA. Hide my face from everyone. Can't wait for school to end tomorrow. Cause I know it's going to suck. I still haven't finish my literature homework. And english essay. And physics. And chemistry. LOL. I am counting down to the days when I'm going to drop dead. One day... Two day... Three day... LOL. Tomorrow got O level. Good Luck to the senior(; Soon I'll have my turn. I better study hard before I fail everything. I want to get out of Zhonghua as soon as possible. LOL. Get out before Sec 5. BEST ;D provided that I can do it lah. LOL. Hope I can. Hope that the whole of 2n1'09 can do it. Anyways,now our class got alot people fever. So hope that everyone can take good care of themselves and don't get sick. So no need skip class,can study hard. Okay. By the way,today Jinguan was funny. LOL. Shouldn't say much. Haha. Later he buay song with me and want to fight me too ;p I don't want to get disfigured by him. HAHA. Feel like swimming now. Okay. Tha's all for today though. I'm kind of beat. And I hope I can sleep for life. I want go CANADA asshole. Labels: Love music ; Love me 11.00pm. Monday, July 20, 2009
{'' } Post Post. Okay. So,regarding what happened in school today. I'm the only one that will know and no one else is going to know. I need some rest. I need a shoulder to rest on. Shucks. Life is going to be so damn embarrassing from now onwards ); I'm not happy,and I'm sad. More test coming up. Need to really really study hard. Have to score well this time. Not going to allow anymore underlines. Before I'll kill myself. LOL. Okay. Just now when Miss yeo was talking to me,I hope that there were two person there for me. One of them is you,and the other one was Miss Melinda. Maybe she is the only teacher that I can really trust and tell her how I really feel? I hope she can come back.. And I hope you were there with me ); Okay. I'm fine now anyways. After talking to Mandy ad Seorin(; Thanks Bums^^ That's all for today. I'm beat. Labels: I need my SUPERJUNIOR ); 6.21pm. Sunday, July 19, 2009
{'' } Hello(; Posting now. LOL. Okay. My phone bill came last friday and it was around two hundred plus plus. LOL. That sucks. So my mum wanted to cancel my line since my contract is over ); meaning I can't talk to her anymore. But I'm going to change phone next week ;D meaning I can talk to her again(; HAHA. Canceling my line wasn't the worst thing. Cause there are more to come. My mum thought that I WAS A LESBIAN -.- how can that be? Thanks to my little brother,going around my mum telling her how many hours I spent on talking with shiying. That suck kay. He even took my phone and read my messages. How rude. Apparently my mum believed that I wasn't a lesbian in the end ;D Why can't people stop looking things in such a negative way? Having a friend like shiying means lesbian? Oh god. The world is turning anti-clockwise around it's own axis. It would be nice if only people can be more naive some times. The world will be a better place for everyone. Anyways,Thankyou Berlin(; My best XIANG TONG for helping me in changing of blogskin. It's nice ;D I love it~ All the credit should go to you. HAHA. Okay. There is a geography test tomorrow and I totally forgot about it. But who cares? It's geography. HAHA. Hope that our class can do well in our comng interclass competition and get entitle as the Champion again^^ I love 2n1'09(: P.S, Reminder for myself,buy Jinghui Lozenges tomorrow in Seven-Eleven{: Labels: I'm going to miss you D; 10.58pm Friday, July 17, 2009
{'' } 当你选择了云的距离 就让我自私做的决定 冲破天际飞去 排山倒海崩塌的回忆 也许我可以袭击我的心 痛得不能自己 或许你以为把这一座城市抛开 就可以纠结伤害 却不明白 我需要你的爱 不管多少阻碍 不求什么未来 不管命运会怎么安排 我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪 狠狠地把心痛了断 深深地把一切重来 我需要你的爱 像掉进了深海 也像坠落悬崖 找不到地方逃开 别让那些谎言把爱给活埋 当心碎成一块一块 当爱碎成一断一断 我会等待 你的爱 我会等待(我会等待) 你将那些谎言把爱给活埋 我会等待 I stand up high plunge in this splendid city tonight There's no one but me with gravity I can measure life I try to hide from your love and pride So many times I found myself lose in this wonderland and cry How can I define all these blue doors ahead Tell me secrets and then make me wild isn't the true love inside I rise and compare my hand with this city tonight There's no one but me and silently I get down and smile I try to hide from your love and pride So many times I found myself lose in this wonderland and cry How can I define all these blue doors ahead Tell me secrets and then make me wild isn't the true love inside I rise and compare my hand with this city tonight There's no one but me and silently, I get down and smile I get down and smile I get down and smile . You can rely on me(; you definitely can ;D cause I love you(; Goodnight. It's you whom I trust. 12.16pm. {'' } HELLO(; POST. I'm currently at Berlin's house now with seorin and they are playing WII very crazily. LOL. I'm bored from reading magazines so I decided that I should post. Kays(; LEEMINHO is so handsome. And that's kind of random. Orh yah. I've made and important decision. I've decided that every friday should be my RANDOM DAY ;D I'll do my random things and talk randomly on every FRIDAY(; I'm so going to love FRIDAY. HAHA. Anyways,Zhonghua basketball girls are having competition today later at 4pm. Hope that they can win(; GOODLUCK GIRLS~ haha. Want to watch HARRY POTTER ;DDD but I wonder when will I be free. Hope that I can hurry dig out some time from my busy week. Secondary two is such a busy year. I hope I can go back to sec one life ); it's more enjoyble and it's more fun^^ unlike now. Although 2n1 had grown so much and it's really nice to have lessons with them {; I'm loving it(; And I'm so happy(; It has been a week since we had patch(; And apparently the past week was a happy and enjoyable one. I'm looking forward to more interesting days with you and I know I'm going to enjoyit(; Hope you'll stay happy too no matter now or the future. Iloveyou(; It's RANDOM DAY!(; 3.21pm. Wednesday, July 15, 2009
{'' } POST. NOT FOR HER. Cause I love you,love you lots,that's why I can't do it. Cause I love you,that's why I can't hurt you. Cause I love you,that's why I'm acting as though things are fine. Cause you mean alot to me,that's why I'm taking it seriously. But I guess I'm going to let it go. 2.37pm. Tuesday, July 14, 2009
{'' } HEllO(; POST. I'm having ICT lesson now. Lingen and Melanie had just left the class for their match(; Jiayou(; All The Best~ Anyways,common testes are coming. Got to study hard. Expecially for geography. LOL. Yahh. Badminton interclass coming soon. Hope that 2n1 can be like last year and get CHAMPION again(; I love 2n1'09 ;D It's definitely my best class ever. LOL. By the way,going to order pizza on this friday. I wonder what kind of pizza are we getting. And we are getting 12 boxes. HAHA. Hope that it's enough. LOL. There is something that I don't know if I should say. It's kind of tiring to go on like this. I don't really want to go on like this. It'll hurt you. LOL. I know the truth hurts. 12.04pm. Monday, July 13, 2009
{'' } POST AGAIN. 4th day. Hello people. I'm here to talk again. Okay. I'm going to talk about my geography class now. I'm so damn pissed~ ;O I changed place with Benjamin during geography class. And that 'cher(shouldn't say who) complain complain. KP so damn much over such a little thing. LOL. What's wrong with her? LOL. Then I wrote on a piece of paper stating,"This teacher sucks" and I wanted to hand it to Berlin. Who knows where the teacher pop out from and took away the paper. HAHA~ I think it's funny. LOL. Cause she look so guilty. LOL. Anyway,maybe tomorrow get suspension from Mdm Lau. Cause of my hair. LOL. That's so unfair. I don't even have fringe covering half of my face or what. Those hair just can't be tied up. And I don't clip my hair since I was born. LOL. Go ahead and do anything to me. I bet she won't even remember it. WTF. Anyways,I'm so going to watch Harry Potter. LOL. Next week ba. By the way,goodluck to zhonghua basketball girls in their match this wednesday(; Expecially her ;D ORH YAH(; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAUSTINE[: Enjoy your brithday(; May you get many many presents! ;DD May Lucky Lady be with you(; Ilyvvm(; 5.21pm. Friday, July 10, 2009
{'' } POST POST POST. I was kind of hyper today in school. Can't help it but keep smiling(; It's good to be happy again. It's good to have you back again ;D That's for sure. Thankyou for your trust,thankyou for not giving up hope on me. Thankyou for everything you had done. I ain't sure if I really can do it,but no harm trying again right? Expecially trying it for you. Hmm. Seriously I wonder how long will it takes for us to be like last time. Maybe one year or two year? LOL. God knows. Can I be selfish and ask you to wait for me? LOL. But I don't have the rights anyways. Nevermind. As long as I know that I love you,and it's even more than before. That should be enough for me. YEAH. I ain't anyone to ask for more. Anyways,take care. Stop getting injured. LOL. Be careful while training or with whatever sports you are doing. LOL. I'm talking like a mother. You mean everything to me. And I'm trying to get back everything of mine. 5.13pm. Thursday, July 9, 2009
{'' } Posting again. Hmm. Last night was a horrible and torturing one. Despite it wasn't what I wanted,but it seems to be the only way out. LOL. Cried non-stop. So was kind of sleepy this morning. LOL. BLABLABLA. Nevermind if you don't get what I mean. Cause it's not important. I don't know how you feel after that message,but I'm definitely not feeling any better. That's life isn't it? Hmm. Walk everywhere in school and I see flashbacks of us. Talking,playing etc. It's wonderful(; Thanks for the memories. I really appreciate them. And I'm burying those memories and the love from you somewhere deep in my heart where no one can snatch it away from me. It belongs to the both of us,those times,only us. Happy ending. Indeed. End of happiness,start of hell. It's regrettable not being able to watch the night with you,not being able to go for anymore movies together,not being able to find someone to lean on when I'm tired. It's painful to let go,apparently. Looking back,I don't regret loving you. I never had. Trust me. It's a part of my life that I won't never want to miss,despite of the ending which wasn't the right way. Even if I'm given a chance to restart my life,I'll never want to miss the stage when we were friends. It's the best part of my life. It sure is. Hope that life will be better for you. Go on with your future,find some friends that's much better. It seems to be fated for me to lose close friends during schooling time. Hmm. Is this like a prank of my life or what? I wonder how many times must I get hurt and takes a longggg time to get over it every single time. It's hard to do it,especially when I'm alone. Those tears that can't be control,those emotions that are going wild. I wonder how long more can I withstand them? I have to admit,although it's not the first time I'm facing such problems,but this time is definitely the most heart-aching one. Cause it wasn't meant to end it this way. Today feel like crying so much in chinese class after listening to what teacher had said. "Appreciate those you love,grab them and never let go. Never regret only after you lost the important ones." It reflects so well on me that I can't help it but feel sad and remorseful. You appeared in my mind. Everyday in school,the more I avoid you,the more I'll see you. It's something good,but it's not very nice as well. It's kind of,crush feelings. I can't help it but only cry while posting,because it hurts. Very much. Yes I do need you. And I need you badly. But what goes around must come down. Nevermind about me,nevermind about the past. May the nice smile of yours never fade,as well as the love from me to you. I love you. I miss you. It's the end,and I'm not feeling okay. 5.47pm. Wednesday, July 8, 2009
{'' } Life in school nowadays are extremely tiring for me. I'm always in a sleepy mode and I seem like I'm going to die at any moment during the lesson. LOL. Just totally have no energy to concentrate. I'm really getting sick of school's food. LOL. I'm kind of picky huh? LOL. Hmm. The feeling just ain't right. I finally know how it feels to lose the pillar of your life. It's torturing to have no one supporting you,listening to you. LOL. I'm worn out. Really am. Look into my eyes please. 没有你我丧失信心 垂直掉下去. You're important. Really are. 我还能撑多久?); I ignored you and looked away. But I knew it wasn't suppose to end it this way. I'm sorry. 5.20pm Tuesday, July 7, 2009
{'' } Okay. I'm here to post. Tomorrow is shiying's birthday. So I would like to wish her a very happy birthday(; Although I can't celebrate your birthday,and it's kind of regrettable,I still hope that you can enjoy your birthday. The present that I bought for you isn't really very good. So I hope that you won't mind. LOL. Anyway,today is KimBum's birthday!(; And I love him. (but not as much as I love leeminjung ;p ) My present for kimbum will be Pumpkin porridge! ;D haha. Okay. The end. HappyBirthday ;D 4.55pm. Monday, July 6, 2009
{'' } BERLIN. SEE! My Leeminjung is so wei da. If she never give up leeminho then he and jandi cannot be together de leh. Haha. You better don't roll your eyes at me anymore. LOL. Okay. School starts tomorrow. I haven't do homework. Stupid. SHIT. SSP tomorrow. Xian. And I got food poisoning. Causing me to not being able to join bums for night safari last night. So I left seorin when they left for chompchomp. On my way to bus stop I started to vomit at the drain. There was one fucking uncle that walked past me stared at me and give me that 'eeyer' face instead of offering help. Asshole. Better don't let me see him again before I vomit on him. LOL. Okay. That's all. Bye. *Vomit in process* 7.27pm. |
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