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Monday, August 31, 2009
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Hey people!

I'm so bored.
Haha.
Finish E-learning.

Cutting hair next Friday.
Haha.
Can't wait to see how will I look like :D

Haha.
I guess I'm in love with Baby(;

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STEAMBOAT~~~

Steamboat today was really awsome! ;D
Went to bugis and ate there. HAHA.
Their Beef taste like rubber.
Yuck~
But overall,it's nice(;

HAHA.
Aces Day wasn't something fun,
And the concert is definitely time consuming....
Went back to Peichun after wards,
After having to wait for JULIE NG for an hour D;
Was TIRED!

Mrs Lee still looks the same.
Same goes for Miss Low.
But sadly,
Didn't manage to see Zheng Lao Shi,
Cause she was in Morning Session.
Shucks );
But Peichun had changed so much.

They have SOFAs in the hall,
TV beside Popular,
And Shucks,
There are TVs everywhere!
The new principal is so nice~~~

Why do I have to graduate so fast...
Sad...... D;
But who cares? ^^
I want more STEAMBOAT~

I demand YOU to eat steamboat with me the next time!
;DDDDD
I miss my Tay D;
And that's so saddening.
It sure is.
Hahs.

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{'Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away.' }


POST POST POST~



I've been searching for that someone,

to show me the way, to take my hand

and tell me that everything will be okay;

I've been searching for that someone,

and now I know it's true,

I've found that special someone,

I've found that someone in you.



When I miss you,

sometimes I listen to music or look at the starry sky,

not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you.

It makes me forget the distance and capture you.



Everything in life is temporary,

because everything changes.

That's why it takes great courage to love,

knowing it might end anytime

but having the faith it will last forever.



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Friday, August 28, 2009
{'"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay' }


Hi peeps....

It's another moody day..........
Am at Berlin's house,
Not wanting to go home.

Had a huge fight with my Mum.
And that sucks.
Hope that I don't have to go home.

We're perfectly fine baby,
Don't let your mind go wild.
There will always be sunshine after the storm,
And there will always be love from me to you.
Don't feel sad if you're,
Cause I'll be sad too..

I must admit that I really felt sad when I saw your message,
In fact,it was heart breaking D;
It feels terrible to not being able to help you in anyways.
I feel for you,
Deep down in my heart.

I guess I'm still neglecting your feelings,
And I bet you're not feeling any better.
When I promised you something,
It's not that I didn't fulfill it...
It's just that I'm still trying to change for the better.

I'm sorry...
Really sorry D;
Lean on me,
when you're not strong,
and I'll be your friend,
I'll help you carry on,
for it won't be long,
till I'm going to need somebody to lean on.

No matter what happen,
just remember one thing,

I love you ♥

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
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Hello Hello Hello(;

I'm here to post again.
I'm so bored and lazy nowadays,wondering about my future.
Haha.
But apparently,I came up with nothing.
So there goes my day.

Slept really early last night.
Was really tired~
I'm so dead today in school...
I want to sleep....

Have to go for shooting later D;
Suck Suck Suck.
Why am I so stupid to join this sucky cca?
-.-

Failed science overall );
But passed the rest ;DDD
Hope I can pass all for end of year.

It's Teachers' Day next week.
Still pondering if I should go back to PCPS or not.
Seems like there is nothing for me to do there.
LOL. Will decide.


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Sunday, August 23, 2009
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HELLO(;

I'm bored. Monday tomorrow again. So sucky~
Going to practice dance tomorrow..
Hope that things will go on fine.
Haha.
And hope that we'll pass our audition ;D

I'm done. Don't know what to say le.
Bye.

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Saturday, August 22, 2009
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Since you went away
It's beenOne year two months
But it just don't seem like yesterday
We were, we were still together
Time has passed and things have changed so
Why do I feel this way
Cuz you're with somebody else
And I'm with somebody else but

Whenever I think about the love we had(It hurts so bad)
Whenever I think about the love we made
I said that I'd be strongGirl I really thought that I'd move on
But still I find myself asking

Do you still think of me
Like I think about you
Do you still dream of me
Cuz I can't sleep without you
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know(When I'm with a chick and we make love I call your name)
Said I don't know(Wanna be with somebody else I push them away)
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the sameI know I gotta move on but
I'm so addicted to you(You)

It's been long enough
Don't knowWhy I'm still holding on
If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time
Cuz you don't know what you've got until it's gone (until it's gone)
That's the reason why I'm writing you this song

Girl I'm slippin'And I don't know what to do
Girl I admit itI'm sick over youDamn
I realize my mistake
My pride got in the way
I shoulda begged you to stay

Do you still think of me
Like I think about you
Do you still dream of me
Cuz I can't sleep without you
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why should I feel the same
Girl your love has got me addicted (Got me addicted)

Said I don't know(When I'm with a chick and we make love I call your name)
Said I don't know(Wanna be with somebody else I push them away)
Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same
I know I gotta move on but
I'm so addicted to you


It's kind of long huh? Hmm.. Yeah.. But it nice(;
Yeah.. I'm losing that feeling.
I wonder how long more can I wait for you...
We've so many things to be busy with as days come by,
And we'll soon be drowned in our work.
You'll be working on your studies while I'll be busy with mine.

I won't be able to wait for long,for I've to graduate before you do.
I won't be able to wait for long,for I don't have the energy to go on.
I won't be able to wait for long,for I might never know what's going to happen to us.

All I could think of is you,
All I could do is look at you,
All I could is miss you..

It's a wrong thing to do,and it's a pity to let it go..
But is there a better solution? D;
I bet there isn't.
I'm loving you more and more,
I'm falling deeper and deeper for you..
D;

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Hi(;

Went Orchard with Shiying they all.
LOL.
Wanted to watch movie together.
In the end,Siyu left first -,-
So everyone went separated ways.

Blablabla. Many things.
Came back TPY watch 'Where Got Ghost' with shiying and gekting.
Was funny. But stupid. LOL.
Kind of waste money and time.
Shucks.

Tired tired tired.
Freaking mood-less now.
Anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYU~
;DDDDDDDDDD

You know sometimes it's hard to know what I really want from you..
I fell for you,without myself knowing.
That feeling is killing me.
I always hope that you were with me everywhere,
Always hope that I can lean on you,
Always wanting to hold your hand and things..

It's really killing me D;

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Thursday, August 20, 2009
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HIYAH(;

I'm rushing for time anyways.
Just a short one.
I'm bored.
Failed many tests D;

Sunday, August 16, 2009
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IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY(;

NATIONAL DAY RALLY~
Quite nice(; HAHA.
Anyways,CHEMISTRY TEST tomorrow..............
DDDDDD;

Hope that I won't fail too badly.
Haha. I know I'm failing for sure.
Just hope that I don't fail too badly. HAHA.

I don't look forward to the whole of next week.
Cause it's going to be so damn packed.
CCA,Interclass,Tests and dance practice ;O
I wonder if I'll survive through the week...

I want to watch movie~
There are so many movies that I want to watch....
I want to watch UP,Where Got Ghost and Orphan.
Haha. Hurry dig out some time go watch.

Anyways,I don't want to play interclass games anymore. THE END.

Phone got problem again T.T
Tomorrow going to fix it with Gekting after test.
How tiring~~~~~~~~~~~
My phone is making my head burst.

I want eat ice cream(;
I'm random~
;D

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Friday, August 14, 2009
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I finally finished my E-learning! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
What a relief~ I hope that there will be no more E-learning in the future......
And here I am to post again!(=

It's such a pain. Shucks. My shoulder hurts D;

Anyways,just finished blog-hopping. Hop until very far away. Haha.
And hopped till some blogs which makes me feel like vomiting,having to see their photos.
Shouldn't say whose anyways. LOL. Facebook is so damn lag nowadays. Making me so pissed.

LOL. I'm feeling so lazy~
In fact,I'm always lazy. How nice it'll be if I can be lazy forever...
Yesterday Ron Low talked to us about choosing subjects for sec 3.
Sigh. Feel so stress upon listening to what he have to say.

We are only offered to choose POA or A Maths. LOL. D and T... Not confirm.
I wonder will I be able to make it to sec five and graduate safely.
Or will I retain like seniors in 4n1? LOL.
Maybe it's too early for me to worry about it.

Time flies,and 2009 is coming to an end soon.
How fast~
What will life be in sec three?
I hope not too stressful.... Haha.
And I hope I can study chinese with express classes. Haha.
Fat hope. LOL.

I'm hungry. Haha. I want to eat. And sleep.
Chemistry is killing me DDDDDDDDD;
It took me more than an hour to digest part of the notes for E-learning.
PART. Not all. So sucky~
I hate science(except for bio)
LOL.

It's so hard to go on without you,
And it's so hard to not love you.
勇气的未来,传说的预言.... 原来就是恋人的眼光...

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Okay.
E-learning. How fun~ -.-
I'm struck with geography. And I'm so tired....
Feel like sleeping... Expecially in such a weather....
Today is Lazy Day,and RANDOM DAY.
But I've no mood for it.
Wanted to go swimming,but it started to rain -,- how nice...........
Asked Kaiyi and Berlin if they want to watch movie since I'm so bored. Haha.
Not free...... Nevermind. Maybe I really should study....

Chemistry test coming. And I'm so dead D;
I'm missing you. And that was random.
Hmm..
I want go shopping.
And tomorrow going to meet gekting and esther.
Go fix gekting's phone. And I want to shop ^-^
But you're not going. So shop so much also not fun.
Next time ba. Haha. I'm dying anyways.

BACK TO E-LEARNING
DDDDDDDDDDDDDD;

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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ICT ;D

I love ICT lessons ^^
Anyways,I miss my sisterrrr~
Hope she can hurry come back from hongkong..

Anyways,Daddy promised me something.
Kays,wonderful. I've to work hard for it.
I want it badly. At least it's better than in zhonghua.
Shucks. 

I guess all I can do is stare and look.
What else can I do?
So helpless.
And I'm useless. 
Shucks.
I **** you D;

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Monday, August 10, 2009
{'I waned you baby' }


Hello people.
EOY is charging towards everyone.
I believe everyone is equally stressed as me );
It's so sucky to have all kind of exams.
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
Feel like sleeping.
Just fall asleep and never wake up.
As good as dead.

LOL. Okay.
People,
We got to work hard :D
Jiayou and good luck for coming literature paper!
We'll all pass with flying colours

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Sunday, August 9, 2009
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Happy Birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Singapore,
Happy Birthday to you~

;DDDD
Happy 44th Birthday to Singapore!(;
I love you[; May Singapore get richer and better by days and students won't have to study for so many exams anymore^-^

Haha. Anyways,I can't wait for end of year exams to hurry end.
So that we can watch movie,watch sunset,take pictures,day dream and fly kite together(;
Jiayou for coming common test 5,and I believe we all will do well ;D

Hmm. Was at hospital that day and felt so sad.
Looked outside the window and stared at the sky till it turn dark.
Sometimes I really wonder,
Am I just sensitive,or it's really like that?
Sigh.
I never get the answer I want...

I've the urge to cry );
I really do.....
新加坡多我一个不多,少我一个不少.
那我也没有必要留下来惹人厌.

The lonelyness that took over me,
The lonelyness that engulfed me.
No one will be able to get rid of that monster in my heart.
Who cares.
I don't bother anymore.
I hate school.

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Friday, August 7, 2009
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I'm sorry,really sorry );
I know I'm in the wrong,
I swear I won't do it anymore.
It's wrong to hide,
It's wrong to let you cry for me.

Your tears torn my heart,
I'm the main blame for it..
I'll wipe the tears of your away,
Pat you on your head and give you a hug.
I don't want you to be sad.

I love you than I love anybody else,
And we're going to be fine(;
These people ain't going to mess up our life anymore ;D

你们似乎很高兴嘛..
把我玩得团团转.
你们害我活在恐惧中,
害我差一点失去我最爱的人,
害我失去我对你们原有的信任.

I don't care even if you lie to me or hurt me,
but things won't be the same when you drag her in.
If you want to joke with me,
I'll play with you.
I am incapable of everything,
except for protecting the one I love.
I'm good at games like this.
Once you start the game,
You can forget about ending it.

I'll call the shots from now onwards.
If you think it's too tough for you,
then beg me.
Maybe I can consider ending the game,
by asking you to lick my shoes clean.

THIS IS WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO GET FROM ME WHEN YOU WANT TO GO TO SUCH EXTEND IN A GAME.
Come on people,
If you think it's fun by doing this to me,
I should let you taste the real thing.
SON OF A BITCH.
P.S,
That makes you my DOG.
"Go Doggie! Fetch The Newspaper!"

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Thursday, August 6, 2009
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我不知底我到底是发生了什么事,
也不知道我现在在做什么,想什么...
我很乱,老是排回在边缘.
原本拥有的,被人枪走的,
一切属于我的,
现在都没有了...

我想要的,想得到却得不到的.
为什么? ):
因为失去过,所以会害怕放手.
因为没有过,所以更想拥有.

我听见你向我招手,
所以决定走向你.
可是,我却找不到你...
那种彷徨无从解释.
你对我多重要,只有我自己知道.

为什么大家一直要骗我?
为什么大家要一直伤害我?
为什么大家玩弄我后,
连一声对不起都没有?

对我温柔一点行不行?
对我客气一点行不行?
爱我,
行不行?

欺欺惨惨欺欺..

Hengyin pathetic Hengyin

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Tuesday, August 4, 2009
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I randomly feel like doing this again. Like what I used to do last year,beginning of the year for our classmates(:

ChanWeiWei - XiaoJingLing {:
Mandy Goh - Sister(:
HanWen - Erm..
HsiaoWanJung - XiaoTian ;D
HuLingEn - Mr Hu ;P
KimSeorin - Sister(;
LimWeiQi - Best Maths SSP Partner! ;@
BerlinNgYunLing - Come on~ XIANG TONG[;
SimHengYin - ASSHOLE
MelanieStewart - Sister(;
JulianaTan - Best Skip Class Partner! ;S
TanYongJing - Miss Peter Pan/Cartoon{=
TeoJiaEn - Shooting Pal ;#
YeoSzePing - Four year Friend!! =D

I know I'm random. And I'm stupid. And Bo Liao. And bad. And I'm an asshole.
I'm going to leave anyways. Shucks. Who cares.
Mr Lee,we all misses you... Come back if you can.. Please..
Tears can't stop flowing,heart can't stop aching.

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Post.

Emotional breakdown.
It was embarrassing. And saddening.
But we're still going to be friends(;
It's another costly lesson learned.

Thirteen years ago,we were just two different bodies,different souls. Thirteen years later,fate brought us together and made us friends(; Despite that,IF similar thing happen to us,always remember to stay strong. You had survived over a decade without me,and I believe IF something happen,you can go on bravely(;

It's just an 'IF' anyways. Nothing is wrong in between us(= Haha. Perfectly fine now,and so will our future^-^ I've lost you not only once,and I'm holding on now(;
And,
Thankyou for your company just now(; I should have hugged you. LOL.
And my dearest Xiangtong,XiaoTong and Xiaojingling ;D I ain't going to crying anymore(=
Hmm.. Life is boring without friends. Go to school tomorrow and tell your friends that you appreciate them. Maybe it'll strengthen your friendship =D
By the way people,I'm perfectly fine. Don't worry if you are. I'm not that weak.

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Saturday, August 1, 2009
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Hopelessly bound
unfettered
by the chains of love's grip
- greatest gift,
fate's cruelest curse.

Wherefore do I weep
at knowing the joy,
the warmth,
at feeling the peace,
the fire.

Wherefore do I weep
unable to complete ,
to be,
unknown the kiss,
the flames.

Wherefore do I weep
at loving not living
seeing not touching
breathing not sharing
holding not loving?

All,
because I, The Fool,
am no more?

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So you people all thinks that I'm in the wrong to fight for myself? Bumbums did talk. So what do you expect me to do? Stand at their side and deny it or am I suppose to tell Mr Chong personally that Bums talked? Tommy,you said that I'm being mean to Bums by only fighting for myself. Sure I'm. Cause I didn't talk loudly in class. They did. So if I side them,you'll be unhappy. I fight for myself,you're unhappy too. You thinks that you are tired for being in such a hard position,then think for me. I've being working for our class since last year. Am I suppose to take it silently again and again? It has being a year. It's not that I don't want to be nice friends or whatever,but it's just that I want to fight for myself. Just for once,I want to do something right for myself. It's not that Bums are wrong all the time,too. If you think that by not siding them is a kind of disloyalty,then I should tell you that if I admit something that I didn't do,it's stupid. Just take what happened last year as an example. Ling En and I didn't cheat in the exams,but Lingen admitted it just because she don't want the teacher to continue disturbing her. I didn't say anything,because I think that a clique should stay with each other no matter what. Only when I knew that I'll get two zeros for my science and history paper,I realized that only fools will admit for something they didn't do.

Bums,if you think I'm being disloyal,I'm sorry.

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Who knows what will happen in the future? Maybe I could become the next top model or actress. I dream, and the sky is the limit. Slow down and look around when you're chasing after your dream. It might just be around you♥

[HENGYIN!] is the name
SWEET 14 going LOVELY 15
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DREAM SCHOOLS:
PeiChunPublicSchool(past)
ZhongHuaSecondarySchool(currently)
NgeeAnn Poly(dream school)
Princeton University(dream school)
Yale University(dream school)

HATES:
BUGS
ANIMALS
DIRTY
INSUFFICIENT SLEEP
GRADE F9
RUNNING

LOVES:
♥SNSD♥
[Fany Fany TIFFANY!]
[Sergeant Sica JESSICA!]
[MYSELF!]

SHOWS:
[SNSD Girls Go To School]
[SNSD Horrible Movie Factory]
[Grey's Anatomy]
[Gossip Girl]
[90210]
[Heroes]
[Glee]

FOOD:
MINERAL WATER
HOTDOGS
SUBWAY SANDWICHES
FRUIT LOOPS
PIZZA

WANTS:
Study overboard
Stay healthy

WISHES:
Reduce amount of F9
EMB3 : > 19


DATES:
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