it's not that i don't care,it's not that i'm putting on a brave side. it's just that,what do you people want me to do? how am i suppose to react? fuck it. i didn't wanted any of this to happen. i hope i never had entered zhss. it just messed up my life. how irritating can that be. stop rubbing salt into my wound. even the super glue can break down too. who's going to be there? who else can i expect to be there?! who ever noticed those changes i made,who ever bother to care about how i feel?!! don't tell me you do,cause no one had done so! fuck off all! out of my life. one day when i die,i swear i'll come back for you all. trying to break my friendship again and again. so what even if it's something that no one had expected? do i deserve this or what. what wrong have i done. people just don't care. even if i cry,who will bother to spare me some tissues! close friends,best friends. my ass! stop telling me that i look as if i have lots of friends. cause it's just not what you really think it is. let me go. why bother me. i'm not the only one involved. i never thought that i was the victim. tell me if i had not done enough. tell me what else do you people expect from me. life isn't as good as you think. a clown always smile before the rest,but who ever saw a clown cry in public. all humans have feelings. i'm not the exception. one day when i decided that i want to give up eveything,i'll do as i say. throw me into the sea and i won't struggle. cause i know,it's hopeless.
i just have to say it. cause i'm not comfortable with it.
it's not that i don't care,it's not that i'm putting on a brave side. it's just that,what do you people want me to do? how am i suppose to react? fuck it. i didn't wanted any of this to happen. i hope i never had entered zhss. it just messed up my life. how irritating can that be. stop rubbing salt into my wound. even the super glue can break down too. who's going to be there? who else can i expect to be there?! who ever noticed those changes i made,who ever bother to care about how i feel?!! don't tell me you do,cause no one had done so! fuck off all! out of my life. one day when i die,i swear i'll come back for you all. trying to break my friendship again and again. so what even if it's something that no one had expected? do i deserve this or what. what wrong have i done. people just don't care. even if i cry,who will bother to spare me some tissues! close friends,best friends. my ass! stop telling me that i look as if i have lots of friends. cause it's just not what you really think it is. let me go. why bother me. i'm not the only one involved. i never thought that i was the victim. tell me if i had not done enough. tell me what else do you people expect from me. life isn't as good as you think. a clown always smile before the rest,but who ever saw a clown cry in public. all humans have feelings. i'm not the exception. one day when i decided that i want to give up eveything,i'll do as i say. throw me into the sea and i won't struggle. cause i know,it's hopeless.
i just have to say it. cause i'm not comfortable with it.
Who knows what will happen in the future?
Maybe I could become the next top model or actress.
I dream, and the sky is the limit.
Slow down and look around when you're chasing after your dream.
It might just be around you♥
[HENGYIN!] is the name
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