Anyways, below is something for you.

You know whatever you said affect me so fucking badly.

Never fail to make me feel sad about everything.

Last night I fell asleep on a wet pillow,

Cause I felt so bad about everything you had told me.

I thought time will make me forget things that happened between us.

Apparently I didn't. Cause I still cried over it.

I'm sorry that I didn't fight for you,

I'm sorry that I didn't tell you how important you were to me.

I'm sorry that I didn't respect you,

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed someone.

I'm sorry that I had hurt you,

I'm sorry that I didn't let you know what I'm thinking.

Somehow you made me feel that you are really uncomfortable when you're with me.

And somehow you didn't want to talk to me.

I wanted to go picnic with you, take picture with you and set it as wallpaper.

I wanted to go kite flying with you, and locked the memories we shared.

I wanted to watch sunset with you, cause I always tell myself that's what I'll do with my closest, dearest friend that I loved the most.

Out of the list we only watched the sunset, but there was a distance between us too.

When I'm sad I don't want to go to anyone else but you, cause you were the one I trusted most.

Recalling back about these things, I feel so stupid and pathetic.

It's so foolish of me. I missed the days we spent together.

These are the last few things I want to tell you.

I used to crack my brain thinking about what topic should I talked to you about cause I didn't wanted our conversation to end so soon.

I used to be nervous when you were getting angry about something cause I don't know how to help you.

I used to feel embarrassed when you cry in front of me cause I didn't dare to asked what happened.

But anyways, i don't think any of the above will repeat again.

Just want to say sorry if I had done anything wrong.

I'm not going to say that I'll be there when you need me and stuff like that,

but I'm just going to say our memories are locked deep in me.

Once and for all.

Anyways, below is something for you.

You know whatever you said affect me so fucking badly.

Never fail to make me feel sad about everything.

Last night I fell asleep on a wet pillow,

Cause I felt so bad about everything you had told me.

I thought time will make me forget things that happened between us.

Apparently I didn't. Cause I still cried over it.

I'm sorry that I didn't fight for you,

I'm sorry that I didn't tell you how important you were to me.

I'm sorry that I didn't respect you,

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed someone.

I'm sorry that I had hurt you,

I'm sorry that I didn't let you know what I'm thinking.

Somehow you made me feel that you are really uncomfortable when you're with me.

And somehow you didn't want to talk to me.

I wanted to go picnic with you, take picture with you and set it as wallpaper.

I wanted to go kite flying with you, and locked the memories we shared.

I wanted to watch sunset with you, cause I always tell myself that's what I'll do with my closest, dearest friend that I loved the most.

Out of the list we only watched the sunset, but there was a distance between us too.

When I'm sad I don't want to go to anyone else but you, cause you were the one I trusted most.

Recalling back about these things, I feel so stupid and pathetic.

It's so foolish of me. I missed the days we spent together.

These are the last few things I want to tell you.

I used to crack my brain thinking about what topic should I talked to you about cause I didn't wanted our conversation to end so soon.

I used to be nervous when you were getting angry about something cause I don't know how to help you.

I used to feel embarrassed when you cry in front of me cause I didn't dare to asked what happened.

But anyways, i don't think any of the above will repeat again.

Just want to say sorry if I had done anything wrong.

I'm not going to say that I'll be there when you need me and stuff like that,

but I'm just going to say our memories are locked deep in me.

Once and for all.